STUCK

Memory my stay a moment in mind as it remain special to someone. But until your mind tired of it, suck of it, it will be gone by time of life. Right now in my mind have stuck special person that make my heart beating hard and stay speechless. Oh my, person who table behind of me at office. To describe you, half bold, chubby cheeky, bigbelly ,shorty, chinese look eyes, and ages around 45yo.
You know my preferable is daddy, and huggable. oh no, i cant stop thinking about it, always think that i could cuddle when sleep with you. I know that is impossible to be happen and I have to do something to get rid of you from stuck in ny mind.
I try to avoid with you, but my feeling cant be control. its so hard for me since we are working together under one roof. I have to write it here to release my burden and i always try to hate you purposely to neutralise ny feeling toward you.